jaheba

the stars we could reach were just starfish on the beach.

Im 18, not ready to "do what ever I'm supposed to do for the rest of my life ," yet. I'd rather go in the middle of nowhere and live there.

April 26, 2011 10:21 pm

Try to understand my words because I can’t understand my actions.

I feel love for you
we’ve grown and discovered we are together
problems and wrongs are blinded by this feeling
until the wrong time and wrong day
you weren’t there
fun was something I forgot I could have without you
and this man
shows me the same feeling again - for a brief moment
and I forget;
love is what I feel for you.
this spontaneous excitement rushes over me
and so does he
I didn’t stop it because I liked it.
As he pulled away what happened smothered me
thinking how you’re now a part of me
and how I just lost grip of that
hurts.
I don’t want to loose that but what I did; that’s the price.
As more beer pours so do my tears,
My body is dry and so it appears my heart
but trust is something I can no longer say so just listen;
I do love you, It’s terrible to say the mistake made me realize
with real eyes that I can’t be without you.
Will forgiveness be given when trust is it’s trade?

More I was working on for writers craft. I’m happy with it.