jaheba

the stars we could reach were just starfish on the beach.

Im 18, not ready to "do what ever I'm supposed to do for the rest of my life ," yet. I'd rather go in the middle of nowhere and live there.

February 1, 2011 7:27 pm

can it all just move faster,

First off, fuck high-school drama and people. I’m done going through the stupid things like gossip and questions that follows almost every action you make in high-school. Plus the people who can’t let shit go, or just be. Secondly, these fucking panic attacks are going to be the cause of me never leaving my house. Drama was my most favorite subject and no I fear it. I just hear everyone’s bad thoughts about me with out them even moving their faces. I get scared to walk anywhere alone, that’s just stupid. I need to learn more about that. Thirdly, I just want all this to work out, graduate and get a job and be with someone? Moving out would be nice but it isn’t too realistic right now, which sucks. Things need to change and I guess that’s what I’m figuring out…and before I could even post this, things are even more complicated. Lovely.